Damn you, follicles!

This is my 5th retrieval, and on the last 4 I've always triggered on day 9. So here is day 9 and I only have one follicle with an average diameter of 17, meaning there's most likely one more day to go. This sucks. That means a Wednesday retrieval. I have to work on Wednesday night, no getting out of it. I am pretty sure the LAST thing I'm going to want to do after the retrieval is go to work and be on my feet for 3 hours. But I can't call in sick. It also means more car troubles. Both of our cars are acting up, and I get panicky every time I have to drive. Just the fact that we both need to take our broken cars out tomorrow makes me upset. The thought of my DH driving his very broken car, instead of my less broken car, combined with me driving my less broken car, has me physically upset. I know this is how IVF goes, and in the larger picture this is not a big deal, but I'm at a point outside of the clinic that has me tremendously stressed, and I'd just like things to go smootly with SOMETHING in my life.

With the way things are going, I'm going to end up hyperstimulated and my defense will be messed up.